“In one electronic studio I was accused of black art, and the director
disconnected line amplifiers to discourage my practices, declaring that signal generators are of
no use above or below the audio range because you can’t hear them.” 9
Of course, Oliveros found plenty of use for sub- and super-audio generators in I of IV,
especially in the climactic “siren melody,” which she gleefully describes to Barry Schrader:
At one point in the piece there’s a rather climactic scream-like melody that sweeps through
most of the audible range. When that thing started coming out, I didn’t expect it; it was
incredible and very delightful. I was laughing and was amazed at that particular moment, and I
still enjoy that part of the piece. I would hope other people might experience something like
that when they listen to I of IV.10
Oliveros’s laughter embodies the pleasure, ecstasy, and euphoria she experienced, as if she were
finally greeted by fully fleshed sounds that were ghosts before. For me, in Oliveros’s music
the erotic is never very far away. To return to Allison’s “Demon Lover,” I hear I of IV as
Katy’s sonic counterpart, an undeniable force both apparitional and real. Katy’s powerful
ability to thrill parallels the effect composing/performing I of IV had on Oliveros. Listening
to the piece in this way teaches me important lessons about the richness of lesbian life in the
twentieth century, a complex cultural presence often misunderstood, unseen, unheard. And just
as scholars of lesbian history and literature have had to read between the lines, those of us
working in music must listen beyond the sounds to the spectral frequencies and decipher from
musical texts their messages of lesbian eroticism.
—San Francisco
Editors’ Note: This article is a revised excerpt from Mockus’s doctoral dissertation,
Sounding Out: Lesbian Feminism and the Music of Pauline Oliveros
(University of Minnesota, 1999), which won the 1999 Philip Brett
Award from the American Musicological Society.
Notes
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1 Dorothy Allison, “Demon Lover,” Trash (Firebrand, 1988).
2 Linda Dusman, “No Bodies There: Absence and Presence in Acousmatic Performance,” in Music and Gender, ed. Pirkko Moisala and Beverley Diamond (University of Illinois Press, forthcoming).
3 Terry Castle, The Apparitional Lesbian: Female Homosexuality and Modern Culture (Columbia University Press, 1993), 60, 55.
4 Jane Weiner LePage, “Pauline Oliveros,” Women Composers, Conductors, and Musicians of the Twentieth Century (Scarecrow Press, 1980), 167.
5 William Duckworth, Talking Music: Conversations with John Cage, Philip Glass, Laurie Anderson and Five Generations of American Experimental Composers (Schirmer, 1995), 163-64.
6 Oliveros, “Career Narrative,” [1973] File W11, Oliveros Archive, U.C. San Diego, 3.
7 In “Some Sound Observations,” Software for People: Collected Writings 1963-1980 (Smith Publications, 1984), Oliveros writes: “When I was thirty-two [in 1964] I began to set signal generators beyond the range of hearing and to make electronic music from amplified combination tones. I felt like a witch capturing sounds from a nether realm” (26).
8 Katherine Setar confirms that the studio referred to is the one at the University of Toronto; see Setar, An Evolution in Listening: An Analytical and Critical Study of Structural, Acoustic, and Phenomenal Aspects of Selected Works by Pauline Oliveros (Ph.D. diss., University of Southern California, 1997), 219-20.
9 Oliveros, “Some Sound Observations,” 27.
10 Barry Schrader, “Interview with Pauline Oliveros: I of IV,” Introduction to Electro-Acoustic Music (Prentice Hall, 1982), 186.